No she didn't. That would have taken 5 of her at least!!
A little bit different, yes. Comforted, perhaps? Maybe relieved - I made the decision a while ago, but pleased it's "official" now. Over the last year or two I have done a lot of reading and thinking, so it's been a gradual process (not to mention most of my adult life). I have certainly found some mental calm and have been a lot more appreciative of all the things I have and the good things that happen.
I used not to like the ritual of the Anglican church, but I now find it comforting. Hard work, when I'm on organ duty, mind, as it's a sung mass, so plenty to keep me busy. 😂